Pass the Xanax

Do you ever wonder how many minutes a day you spend worrying?  I’m pretty certain I spend 80% of my waking hours worrying.

Worrying about my future, worrying about what my coworkers think of me, worrying I’m going to get a project done on time, worrying about if my body will process the crap I ate for lunch.
I have anxiety.  I have been treated for three years now but very people know, including my family.  After months of worrying instead of sleeping, I quietly went to the doctor.  And god it felt good to sleep again.

But days like today, I just want to be as good as everyone else.  I just want to stop worrying.

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